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I've been checking out websites looking for places I might send my resume. I've got to remember that I've only been here for a week and that I have to be patient. I am NOT a patient person. I've had lots of practice in patience, but honestly I haven't improved all that much over the years.

It's just, I'm sitting here in my room at a loss at where I want to put my resume in. I'm picky. And I'm afraid that I might book something, and then something better will come along. I'm just...still a little overwhelmed at the prospect of actually being here. I don't like being idle. Especially now that I'm actually in LA. But at the same time, there's that whole I hate putting myself out there on a limb thing. Basically the whole phone thing, talking to people thing, and self effacing thing. It really really doesn't fly in this town.

What I really need to do in my free time is write. Write a couple of screenplays, and begin my book series. And develop a children's tv series, since that is what my roommate wants to produce some day. I think I can come up with a couple of viable ideas.

Patience. Just have patience, Jens. Keep your eyes and ears open, and get yourself out there. It will be golden.

I know it will.