Moves

I think I've decided to pretty much abandon my old journal. I don't really like it anymore. I think I've out grown it. I never really have anything interesting to write anyway.

At the moment I'm watching the Oscars. Apparently Cate Blanchett is pregnant, either that or she's trying to set a new bar in fashion. I'm really enjoying this year's Oscars, I like the retrospective they show of the past 80 yrs. I was, until Jennifer Hudson got on stage, she's no actress. She can't even read the teleprompter without falling into a really poor vocal pattern.

I wonder if I'll ever sit in that audience. I wonder if I'll ever be nominated. I wonder if I'll ever win. I wonder if I'll ever actually start. I wonder if I'll get into gradschool. I really hope so. I wonder if I'll ever get over myself.

I've got a ton of ideas and no idea how I'll get them out right. I don't know where to start. I don't even have a name for my first chick. The singer...ok, I was distracted.

Oh, schiessa. I'm not that good. What the hell am I doing?