Futures.

Spring is almost in full bloom here the redbud's are beginning to bloom.

I am all but done with Jewell. I have an exit interview tomorrow and my final comprehensive is next Thursday. I've been writing about this for awhile now and its still on my mind. Of course its on my mind, its the entire of my world right now.

The most pressing thing on my mind is what I'll be doing in about 5 months. My entire future is in limbo as I wait for word from Chapman. If I'm not going to get into the school I would rather not make it into the second round of eliminations, I'd rather just be dropped now. But since I haven't heard anything yet, I'm not holding my breath, I'd rather not suffocate. Having said that I'm exploring my options.

I need a way to make a living once I get out to LA. I'm a little worried. I need a job that is flexible, part-time, and will allow me to actually live in LA and not a box in an alley. I have some ideas, but most of them require more training. My favorite ideas are Flight Controller and Fitness Trainer. I really like the idea becoming a trainer, I'd be good at it. But...I have to do a major personal overhaul, which could take awhile and I haven't been exactly good at major personal overhauls. I've tried.

Eh, I'll try anyway.